There are certain things that I want to do with every moment of my life. When I am unable to do those things I fill them with something else.
Unfortunately, for all of my (dare I say) fans, I do not fill it with drawing. Drawing for me has always been dutiful. I have never drawn for the fun of it. I draw primarily to express an idea.
If I could sit and think up stuff all day for a living I would be pleased. Imagining, creating, designing. These are the things that drive me. I have always been able to draw an idea better than I have been able to describe it. I guess that this is some sort of blessing, because I cannot reason how another would not be able to do the same.
My mind is (over)active. When bored, I will daydream. When inspired, I will brainstorm.
When I cannot spend time doing the things that I want with the people I want to, I will withdraw. I would prepare myself by opening my chest to the event. But, when I am let down, a void remains. I look to anything else to fill that void. Luckily for me, drugs, alcohol, and promiscuity have never found a place in that void. Unluckily, electronic/theatrical entertainment has.
I got the latest void filled and inspiration has found its way to my pencil. Look
for this as a finished product shortly:
for this as a finished product shortly:
