Catching Up

* Added some previously unfinished or omitted entries. Some may seem like duplicates while others may only seem like snippets. They are dropped into the date slot that they would have originally been posted. So you may have to scroll down a bit. I do not throw away any of my sketches and I feel that I should do the same with the story.

* Finally created my own header and enjoyed playing with Photoshop even for just this little bit. Original artwork took about a week. While the edits took about 3 hours (mainly to remember the controls).

* Established that I would no longer post updates on Facebook. Those who care are already here. I may change my mind. I have every right. Besides, who would want everyone to see there diary? That, and I am sure that I do not want everyones opinion.

Now, back to tarnishing clean, white paper!

Moving on

If there are no more questions, shall we move on?

Move on. Indeed. Easier to say, than do. Moving on means that you ignore what has just happened and jump to something else or continue from where you were interrupted. I shall move on from the crummy relationships that used me for my frailties, onto the thing they interrupted: Venge.

Looking back from the day I started this project fifteen years ago, I can see what has gotten in it's way. My relationships, real or imagined have brushed my dreams aside. You would hope for support in your ambitions, not demands or games. Running around frantically trying to please someone. So, for Venge's sake and for the sake of all my dreams, I shall not seek the affections of another. I shall keep distractions to a minimum.

This is the reason I have not posted as much here. I have been both distracted by seeking affections as well as actually drawing. I write to get a break from drawing. I still do not draw as fast or good enough to be a success yet. But, I feel that I am finally ready to produce the page layouts.

All the groundwork is laid and now is the time to move on.